"Good Morning Revival"

Hello to all well im not feeling to bad to day i had the most WONDERFUL day with Michelle yesterday. Michelle and i went to the beach for a while and then i was like "damn i wish that i would rain" and she's like "me too". and i just blabed out " i just wanna go storm hunting and find one to frolic in" and michelle just plainly said "lets do it". and then my eyes widened with glee and i was like fuck yeah. so we started to drive and we ended up on "calle ocho" and we began gaining on the storm. the rain began to fall and the lightning started. and as we truned into this neighborhood it was raining so hard we couldn't see in frount of us. we got out of the car and instantly were DRENCHED!!! IT WAS SO0O0O0O0O COLD!!!!! and at that moment i felt the most free ive felt in a long time. i forgot everything i felt like a little kid again the puddles were half way up my leg and i ran and jumped in a huge puddle and kicked the water. the lighning and thunder didnt scare me every thing was just PERFECT. i wanted to be there for ever. a few people drove by and one lady asked us if we neede a ride. we just laughed and declined. I wish more days could be like that because the rain really did wash away all my troubles. and i feel alive again and my thoughts are finally clear. i still think i need more time before im compleatly back to normal but untill then i feel like there might be some hope for me